In opposition to my personal experience with almost every other pattern, this is one that I very much struggle with. I have enthusiasm for certain things, but I find my motivation and discipline to be very shaky in my average lifestyle. This might have to do with personal mental health struggles and general disposition, and to be fair I’m still young enough to be unfamiliar with a passion I could truly want to pursue.
To be completely honest, I believe this is the most difficult pattern for me to grapple with. I’ve certainly been involved with different types of projects where I was more enthusiastic compared to my other teammates, but they are few and far between. However, something that I can aspire to learn is the freedom of my enthusiasm as a “responsibility of the apprentice.” I find this line to be profoundly interesting, as I would have originally thought that the more experienced veterans embodied this type of archetype. Upon reflection though, I realize how mistaken I was, as innovators can’t be pigeonholed into time spent in an industry; rather the fresh ideas that emerge from newly aspiring minds are the most important part of the process. Regardless, I’ve learned that despite age or experience, a person who’s passionate about whatever they’re working on has (somewhat) the inherent obligation to innovate in the industry they work in.
Unfortunately, I’m of the mindset that one should do the bare minimum to pass as a competent employee; I don’t know if this is because I’ve worked enough minimum wage jobs to understand the dynamic, or if I’m a lazy person inherently. Not to say that going above and beyond is a bad thing, but that raising the expectations eventually leads to a standard for most people that is unfair and not an expected level of engagement with the job.
Anyways, with the last portion of the “Action” section, I see a true position where I’m lacking in my work ethic. I’ve certainly been in the place where I’ve declined to present an idea that may or may not be applicable to the project in question. It’s not that I’m reluctant to share, but more so I’m not inclined to add an argument/idea where it’s not necessarily necessary. I absolutely contribute where I think an idea may be beneficial, but in my experience it’s not worth the hassle to say something that could be thrown out with a disregard to the necessity of the point being made. Regardless, I’m certainly going to take this advice to heart and implement it in the future.
From the blog CS@worcester – Dummies that Code by howbrash and used with permission of the author. All other rights reserved by the author.