The authors of the Apprenticeship Patterns book do an amazing job of capturing my attention. The opening quote that the “Practice, practice, practice” pattern starts off with demanded that I pay attention to what comes next.
“People we know as masters don’t devote themselves to their particular skill just to get better at it. The truth is, they love to practice—“
When I read this quote part of me shimmers with hope because of the proper guidance I was just given to help make it in my future, and another part of me frets because practicing can be difficult and I don’t want to struggle or face the hardship of practicing. Now my issue with practice isn’t that it can be difficult, I don’t mind taking on a challenge. My issue with practice is that I don’t want to be practicing but doing it completely wrong and then feel like I have been wasting my time. The way I picture it is like doing a bunch of push ups but the entire time you’ve been doing them your back was “U-shaped”. You don’t know any better until someone comes along and tells you that you’ve been doing it wrong the whole time. Meanwhile you’ve “mastered” the U-shaped push up but in reality there is no such thing. All the arm strength and muscle memory you built to do that unrecognized form of exercise was for naught, and that’s how I feel I might end up when practicing alone. The pattern does recommend practicing in public places, doing “kata” or finding a coding dojo to code amongst others and have these flaws pointed out as you practice. This sounds like something that would cause my nightmare scenario to never happen but there comes this slight embarrassment when thinking about asking for help or making a mistake in front of others… I suppose it’s a small price you pay while getting better. After all, its better than the former scenario. An old manager of mine once said something to me that still sticks with me today “If you ask once, you’ll only feel dumb once. But if you never ask, you’ll feel dumb forever”. Perhaps I should do more than just think about the profound words and apply them.
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