As the end of my education comes closer and closer, friends and family always ask about any jobs in the field and the future overall. This worries me because I have nothing planned whatsoever, I have no idea what is going to happen, and that scares me. I would love to have a job in software development, but at the same time, I fear I do not know enough to compete, and even if I do get one, I will not know enough to keep up. However, after reading a small part of Apprenticeship Patterns, I felt a little better about the future, to know that many others have felt this way. It also was nice to read that learning still continues once I get in somewhere, which sounds silly, but in my mind, and I am sure others would think the same way, in order to get a job, you need to know everything. So to see that people who think they know everything can still continue to learn something new is promising and also scary. Although I have spent my entire university education learning computer science and software development, I still feel like I know nothing. After reading this, it does not change the fact that I feel that way, but it makes me more optimistic about my time after university. Something that really stuck to me was the part about the guy who had a stack of certificates saying he knows all this stuff, and then he runs into some hackers that are doing stuff that he did not even know could happen, and the hackers were also still learning too. I think that stuck to me mainly because it feels like that’s me in this situation. Like I’m going to have a degree saying I can do this stuff, and yet I look around and there are others who know stuff that I didn’t even know where they got it from. But I can always learn that stuff too, either on my own, or at a job, or in class, if I watch them really closely.
Will I continue to read Apprenticeship Patterns? Maybe. As the fear of reality slowly continues to seep in, I will probably scramble and look for something to help and it might just be that. But who knows, the future does not look as bad anymore, kinda.
From the blog CS@Worcester – Cao's Thoughts by antcao and used with permission of the author. All other rights reserved by the author.